take the plunge

study population in gardens burgeoning..
hard finding a non smoky and warm spot!
excessive eating = indigestion, and
nauseaus (sp?) stomach doesnt go well with swinging the night away
but it was all very :)

studying.

ugh.

omg discovery of studious boiz very worrying
unstrike studying!

studying.

there!


..but maybe its not that.

we keep saying forever.


I dig my toes into the sand.
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket.
I lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless and in this moment i am happy.

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here.

I lay my head onto the sand.
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it.
I'm counting ufo's.
I signal them with my lighter
and in this moment i am happy, happy.

The world's a roller coaster and I am not strapped in.
Maybe I should hold with care, but my hands are busy in the air.


HUANG WEITING you erpipi i miss you!!

never had a little lamb, little lamb, little lamb

HAHA. today was damn funny +UNPRODUCTIVE
but quite :) caught up with psycho galz. finally ripping plastic cover off her zen..haha

my poor poddie's sick :(
worsening critical condition!
sigh.

was so fucking pissed just now,
comp is a stupid screwed up asshole!!
treating me like this at the wee hours in the morning!
cant believe i spent FIVE hours
doing gp proj and pw.
finally off to sleep now.


sigh.

-sings to myself. you're in the middle it'll up the ride..

sigh.
some people..
disappointing.


excessive sighs.

oh, and miss huang weiting rply my mail! miss you.

speechless >>

so,
what ive wanted to say is that..
maybe i got it wrong buttttt
the point is there is more to what you think the situation is like
but i dont know what / how to say it so........
yea.

haha.

today was quite an angsty day filled with pent up frustrations!
BUT it'll be okayy -singsong tone (whips out handkerchief and starts singing and dancing to j.tsai ._. -looks at sammiekins.)
..i hope

-


TINGS, I MISS AND <3 YOU SO!!!!!!! where art thou, my tinkerbelle!?! sorry about sunday btw.. :( -you are my centrestage. (ahem, jap surname boy?) haha and i need to tell you about disappearing and fading dinohair. sigh. stressed about upcoming promos but not doing anything much about it still :( how is it in L.A? and and CHECK YOUR MAIL! wish i could barge into your room again when im having a bad day or feel like giving you a surprise.. :(

my own perfect drama,
my own scripted page

the cough bug (flu bug, cough bug??) is definitely in the air..especially when a group of 5 sick gluttons who are constantly spreading their germs to each other. circular pattern thats never ending ._.

throat was hurting badly, and eyes grew red and bloodshot!
overly heaty, i suppose.
and jiang HAD to buy curly fries at mac's ._.
btw i didnt knw about mac's new innovation (to remain the dominating firm in the contestable market, no less. okay attempt to apply econ skills) till today!

and randomly, i love m&m's peanut butter! loyally patronising fruit drink stall in school to buy it. haha jiang's imported peaches were VERY good too! - awed exchange with sam. haha


got lotsa work to do! but still being completely slothy :((((
aye, makes me wonder why A Certain Person happily skipped school for almost an entire week..sick? bad bad haircut? the result of all these dont seem to bear any relation..

oh oh,
ystd ws quite funny..jumping up and down and pretending to run, all for the sake of trying out new functions in my phone and nette's digi cam. and the si ma guang + fei fei sents us into peals or laughter..

alrightyy dozing off in front of the comp alr..the medicine is taking drowsy effect on me..nightyy! :)


and and tings i miss you too!!! rplied your mail alr. fast and furious haha. bet youre in dreamland now! <3


this is a very random entry, but too sleepy for anything..

scent of sweetness

sudden craving for late mornings + coffeebean breakfast + random walking + borders + evening talks + swinging in the wind and the list goes on ..
too bad, stuck in school
and also, the ingredients are missing.

phone looks increasingly lovable,
at least.
though sadly spore pok-ly didnt have it in white.
:((
shall get over it..

so now im home superbly early
the shades are still drawn, no one's at home! gasp.
dont intend to draw them.
shall be contented with strawberry + oc reruns.


did i mention everything's missing?

if im caught in the middle,
i know it will be
the end of me.


so there i was, in the mood to indulge, spending an hour typing ths completely random but at the same time relevant mail to tinks when i decided to attach photos but somehow i cancelled the process AND the whole thing just poof, disappeared! thanks ah. the screen now reads New Message. oh my goodness gracious me. i was just staring at the screen in disbelief till i decided to rant. hotmail, why are you doing this to me!!?!?!!? tell me why~

tinks if youre reading this, im so hopping mad!! sorry, shall try to re-mail you again >:( so much nonsense to tell you. miss miss miss you.



:(:

\read it left or right ward.

so anyway.
today i forgot to bring pinkie b.
forebodes a baddd day
BUT
2.4 was (more than) pretty aight :D :D
thanks jiang!
we met up with ree
were happily chatting away over lunch
and shopped a bit
but all of a sudden
were just unanimously overtaken by weariness..
nvm, meet up soon again!
imy, peasant aj.
hahah.


weary and wary is right.

cant believe hotmail's down.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.


So denied
So I lied
Are you the now or never kind
In a day
And a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again

Here's a toast
To all thoose who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights
We felt alive
Here's to the tears
You knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name
On the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay
Not to go
I wanna ditch the logical



completely worn out today!
school was a waste of time.
hours of dazed UNentertainment in the sweltering heat -.-
till it rained and i could watch the pitter and patter, that is.
:)


you kick up the leaves
and the magic is gone


goodness me,
last night there very disturbing gathering going on at the field near my place..
sounded like Patricia Mok screaming her lungs out
prolly a mini Nat Day celebration
sweet, but maybe they shldnt be shrieking away like that all the time :|


you tell me your blue sky's faded to grey


happy 40th independence, Singapore :)
my little country that i constantly whine about but secretly feel loyal to..


happy indepedence to me too, all over again..
but i know we wont be left alone ; theres you and me!
and i think i know what its gonna be like, once again,
and im sorry for allowing the green J to consume me inside out and all the nonsense
but yknw i will miss and love you!
big hug please
thanks for making it easier
:))


(resizing = weird grainy and squarey faces)




you said you need a blue sky holiday


I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess



HAH. apparently the school's principal mailed everyones parents..huge commotion :|
mummy was rather amused (she recieved sms since i didnt report her email..not like she checks her mail anyway) and the parents were rather appalled by my ugly 'henna' at the back of my knee joint .. haha its a purple blue bruise obtained from what, i have yet been able to recall, but its prolly from floorball. hope it goes away soon! dont want sticky band aids!



coffee beaned at gardens (maju) with charm, sam and their friend shena (sp?)
not pdtive at all! haha
was jst feeling sleepy then awakened by .. jolting news.
mhrm.
went to town to mt jiang
and and finally bought the bag ive been searching for
:D :D

purple crumpler was quite a mistake..
giving me a neckache and headache ._.

you sing a sad song just to turn it around.


as you can tell, im just rambling.


you say what you like,
and how does it feel,
one more time.

rightt..
off, got truckloads of work to do.

purple poodle doodle.

had tuition then met steph..
random tired day.
shopping was unproductive (do nice bags actually exist?? im looking at all the bags i own and -wrinkles nose. theres only word to describe them : GROSS. queer taste i had + acted on impulse = complete waste of money + living in blissful ignorance that i ought to be abashed of.), as was tuition.
starving like a marykate.
(no offence, i actually do like her. just randomly thought of the similie.)


far east has transformed into a nightmare zone after not patronising the area for quite sometime..
freaky deaky.


was still wondering about certain enigmatic characters that i know of when it suddenly led to me to another train of thought .. why on earth do i bother trying to figure these people out when i myself ..?! nonsense.

had a nice talk on msn ystd :)
and yes,
when you end up lost,
the odds are, you lost yourself,
not your environment, not your friends, not changes.
hrm.


feel like buying some nice smelling shampoo
will prolly remind me of tings and her passion fruit,
nights of sleepover and
morning after.
:)


trying to get it all back.
miss lots of people..!


tutoring tmrw. yucks.
why isnt national day on a sunday?!

american hi fi ; another perfect day

dashboard conf;
several ways to die trying


IM COMPLETELY TRAUMATISED BY MY OWN DISTURBING BEHAVIOUR!!
last week i stupidly attempted to cut my own fringe and and
the outcome is horrible..!
now i look like a pri sch kid!!!!!
ahh! after years of trying to look less kiddy,
my itchy fingers snipped it all awayyy!
great.
hrmpf.
so please do not laugh if i look shockingly weird..
im upset enough alr..
:((((


+ embarassing bimbotic encounters..
i.e shouting hi to yiqin but it turned out sounding more like a shriek and apparently my whole class heard, looking at me in appall

and fell over my own feet out of the blue while stoning because i was subconsciously twisting my ankle a little too much (habit)

and and tumbling about in a jerky double decker bus while attempting to descend the stairs..and practically the entire upper deck was my sch people, privy to charm + my weird noises..


-.-"


and tdy elleteejay was being SO EXTREMELY NICE!
-rolls eyes.
inner battle + complete fear = evasion
except that we can evade no longer..
tsk, highly annoyed.


++ undelivered, empty promises..


hrm.
ws a bad+boring day..
till..floorball!! fun!!
though we were all complete amateurs
looking very retarded, whacking at the ball in any way we want to (ok maybe it ws just me)
but! it was highly enthralling and exciting!
:D :D
lost the last match cos the ball erm went up my shorts from below, somehow..and was too -raises eyebrows- to react!
oh well.
still, i like! :)


//EDIT
jst found out smth (again)
and im really just wondering (like every other day)
why does it seem like people are interested in making as many friends as possible, socialising at the utmost, pretending to like you when they dont really do, judging you by how you look like, not bothering / wanting at all to really know you but beaming at you and forging a friendship with you when they have secret thoughts that you dont know about.

labelling you as a bimbo, for example, just because you flail and scream about a lot (NOT LIKE I CAN HELP IT OKAY and stop pretending its only a joke. not gonna believe anything anyone says anymore.)
cant help it, being born without a pretty face or whatever.

completely disgusted and disturbed by all these people around me.

its really freaky how you dont know about all the secret thoughts people are habouring, your untold stories suddenly leaking out to the rest of the world flippantly.
if theres any good out of it,
its to learn never to believe in people easily.
they just let you down overnight.
to think i stood up for people i thought i knew, i thought were my friends.
hello?!?!??!
is this what the world is like?
i know it is, but the superficiality seems exceedingly extreme at my side of the world..
overwhelming disappointment in people i realise i dont even know / dont even know me.
oscillating from anger to sadness to disgust.
all the bad vibes
just keep evolving.

ascending this lone path



sportygalz + yz;
jiang in yellow, charm in green, sam in colourful white, yz in white, nette in brown, im in pink.

rapture;
(from left) yz, sam, charm, nette, me, mlene


love you funny people :)




(from top left) charm + i, silly hwing being retarded (haha! MISS YOU!), sam's funny photo! and charm happily showing off (pls dont kill me) and ree being reetarded hahas.






esp for stephiphi i <3 you so :)
(fret not about your ridiculous hair which i strongly opposed to!?!?! announcement : it has grown!)



(click on photos to enlarge)


completely in photo mood..
shall have more when more recent ones are readyy.



//EDIT.
sudden oscillating emotional transformation from all that cheery pic up there, i know.
but i feel so empty.
its always nice to be subtly assured that you still matter, but when youre completely denied that assurance..
something has changed,
and whats worse is that i dont know what.
was it my fault..


UGH.
completely lagging in schoolwork + wayy to slothy.
this is called demand without the ability and willingness to pay in economic terms
psychogalz.


am off to brood to myself.
the best friend is away.
sobs :(
(quite literally)

ascending this lone path



sportygalz + yz;
jiang in yellow, charm in green, sam in colourful white, yz in white, nette in brown, im in pink.

rapture;
(from left) yz, sam, charm, nette, me, mlene





(from top left) charm + i, silly hwing being retarded (haha!), sam's funny photo! and charm happily showing off (pls dont kill me) and ree being reetarded hahas.






esp for stephiphi i <3 you so :)



(click to enlarge)


completely in photo mood..
shall have more when more recent ones are readyy.

maybe that's what it takes

my tinkerbell has gone to msia..
no drinking and shopping sesh (running from freaky policeman hollering at us and seeking refuge in ralph lauren because we jaywalked .. chut chut ness .. the perfect tyk lookalike RL/Lacoste folded sleeves top .. niu'er ness .. hahah) in the near future..or watching freaky jap / thai / korean shows and traumatise ourselves (sin city is too much, ms huang weiting and chan fei ju) .. or our constant discussions about certain worries .. or hanging out at yin sum sum's place, lying around talking or sitting by crazy suicical windows. all that indescribable happiness, peacefulness and laughter :) will be much missed, theres no one else like you.. :((((((

>>
bic runga - sway
coldplay - speed of sound
nada surf - if you leave
dishwalla - angels or devils
my chemical romance = helena
martina mcbride - valentine
jay zz - qi li xiang

:(


met nette, jiang and yz after tuition SORRY I WAS LATE, haha. major laughing sesh, stomach aching!! + all that muscle ache from bursting sportyness recently (5 items + tennis & jogging w charm hammie! ++TRAINING EVERYDAY hahahhaha. not literally la. inside joke) = dying and tired galzsx. haha although it was an awfully unlucky day (tasteless Pastamania .. why??? + highly unsuccessful neoprint attempts .. tell me whyyy~) hahah ah liansx ness.


ystd maju malled with stephiphi! :) -does that nod head mrm thing. hahah imy! v sleepy though. exchanged ipods with her..secretly~ think some of her songs qt nice haha. now i know what its like to have 3 poddie colours! pink (mine) green (tings') and blue (phi's) ! hrm, lame.


thurs was with nic..the island was vvv good! two thumbs up!


aloha,
florida!
haha
yet another inside joke..
thinking about all that we were laughing about just now
hahaha


ahem, interesting news abt d.h the past few days,
haha!


tired! tutoring tmrw
>:(((((((((((



when traumatising stuff is happening all around us (be it circle of friends or around the world), being at a loss foils and hinders any ability to help.. or is it?


-


cant stand some lame shite in school..
refuse to bother / engage myself at all.


ugh. completely lagging in schoolwork :((((


nightnight.

dont pretend youre sorry
i know youre not

im waiting, waiting, waitingggg.
and trying not to think about how it gets to me
the way you sometimes blatantly just
forget and expect.
but i know you,
AND i love you :)
miss my tinkerbell.


(the heading holds no bearing to my post, please! in case of misinterpretations.. ._.)


rapture dancers were wow!

though i secretly (okay openly now) thought it was a rather boring affair..
apart from erm, Night Life (according to nette) later in the night with nette and xyz..funny galz, hahah

and and finally catching up w da!
wtfk. ;)
reminscing sec3 days.
theres a difference with people you click on almost right away and can trust
and people you have to try so hard with..
and phi is right,
We shouldnt have to try so hard.
(btw steph imissyou larhh! friday is a longggg time away..)


wellll.
im off to watch wicker park with jiejie
till then,
still waiting..


EDIT //
did the jobfinder thing at karina's blog after reading about jiang's very apt job titles..and i got a tadahh shoplifter as my ideal job ._.
HOWEVER, upon entering my full name albeit the IC way, with my surname first (holding my breath with dread as anyone who knows me knows my full name is actually pretty gross..) BUT ALAS! the true me ought to be a Princess!
HAHAH.
shoplifter, my ass.
okay lame..
shall watch wicker park now now..
the only reason why my sis isnt complaining is because shes still blissfully massaging her legs with the osim thing..

anna nalick ; forever love


hrm. when i was supposed to be online i was asleep and now that im online, everyone is asleep :(


ystd was International Friendship (problems) Day
wellllll.


never wanted things to turn out this way,
never thought they would..


anywayyy i swear ystd we walked a million miles away from sch! haha okayy we walked all the way to queensway and got completely worn out (but according to soccergalzz jiang, this is nothing!) ._.


and why is it that after my 2.4, my entire body (ie limbs, arms, back, neck, tummy etc.) aches?!?! imagine how i ran! queerdo..


rapture ltr..not really interested in it actually haha but heard its supposed to be fabulous. andand, im meeting dadeedoo! :D :D been SUCH a long time.


if you leave, dont leave now
please dont take my heart away

we never had time on our sides
and now its fading fast


charmie hammie sorry again for not going! and congrats! :)

jyingzz what word vomit??

i hate everything about you

ive been such a computer illiterate!!
now it has finally dawned upon me the futile-ness of a mouse!
no cheese for misbehaving! i have the keyboard, so there.
ok thanks, my smartypants chocolate! (do not gloat pls hahah)


today has been completely a myriad of emotions


had a lot of talks! :)

encounter with d.h! -looks at jiang.
T-HEE.

didnt go for the hockey meeting! :( wanted to go! though i'd be kicked out once i step in it. WELL. nvm nvm..

picnic day today!
and the best food award goes to .. nettyyy! hahah your tuna wins hands down, dear!



LTJ is completely disturbing and effed up LARH.
we're SO PISST upon the wonderful discovery fiesta
talk about favouritism.


and then

sometimes
imbecility, insensitiveness (deliberate/accidental?), oblivion (ditto as previous), confusion ..



the ugly letdown,
nothing beats that.
why dont you see beneath the bubbling surface
and answer your own questions
im dying to eat up my big green J., believe me
but
patience and tolerance morphing into
creeping disappointment..
when will you see the visage, i wonder.
too late.


p.s thanks for the enlightenment, but i
dont need your senseless comments toward my burgeoning problem.

newsflash, you dont really know what im like.



maybe its just me ..
i shall not be wasting away.
smiles, everyone.
sleepyyyyyy.
falling asleep even on the school caf's tables,
carefully dodging rice bits and God knows what other stains and leftovers..ew ew.
and and, thanks all :)
yknw who you are.
dyou think tmrw will be a good day?
i hope so.

ladidum.
(thinks about the motivation. so shallow, so shallow. but it distracts..)

monologue! (priv joke.)
nighty.

and so it is.



is it me

or is the gap just widening
i know theres only one place for me
and its called

the second fiddle.


i live in my memory.
miss everything in the past.


err well.
night, all.

summer smile.

yipdeedoo! today has been quite a :) dayy

apart from lit pc test
traumatic hour and a half :|
then had the weekly uneasily leisure 2.5hr break.
watched the truman show during gp! its quite impressionable..
headed to yoshinoya with sammiekins + charm :) for a while

then met chocolate (haha!)
initial d was so-so
quite comical, haha.

what do you do when someone you could trust your life with .. goes?
way awayy.

you try to be mature and handle it calmly like you attempted to the previous times.

..

then it hits you that this time, its for real.

i think about the yester-gos


FINALLY friday! met tinks in the early afternoon (supp to swing by her place in the morning for a 'surprise' however due to unforeseen circumstances AND unwillingness to undergo yet another ass flattening experience during the typical hour and a half bus ride on my part, did not.)


yup, was another day to commemorate BGL Day..! (stop commenting on my niu'er ness! >:c)


forced her to try the caesar salad (yummier than Spagheddies'!)
however Tastes and Preferences whisked her away from my side of the approval line
tsk!
oh, was such an Anorexic Day (attempt)
scaled the many miles of Ridesford and Orchard Boulevard and CityHall
albeit the rare consumption of only caesar salad and minestrone soup and bread! (amazement of our survival)
to abstain from being CC (chut chut -laughs), us worrywarts!
oh my, suddenly a vague scene of us being conned by Starbucks Promoter appears in my mind! we have, sad to say, naively upsized our Whip Creamed Green Teas to a Grande. why, the nerve of that conniving..! not so anorexic after all..


-

Young women today have an impossible task living up to impossible and unrealistic body ideas. Miss universe probably goes around the world doing good deeds, but what does that teach young girls? only beautiful girls can be humanitarians? only girls in bikini can achieve world peace?

Young women are spending inordinate amounts of money and time transforming themselves because they dont like the way they look. The gap between reality and perfection is unlikely to ever be closed. Thin is in, and always being thinner than your current weight is the goal of most singaporean women.

The world media has only a narrow, unhealthy and superficial idea of what beauty should be, or of who or what is deemed worthy.

-


random shopping,
discovery of The 'Island Shop' #2!
hahah tinks and her One-Side-Only manner of donning earrings must resume
spread wide and far to syl too, ive observed
haha!
a bit of cheering up for tinks
due to a 2 week temporary loss of a loved one (ie the ipod)


walked to and fro,
being the fickle-minded people that we are
blahblah
watched a certain Jap movie
which i thought was Pretty Flu-ish,
but much to my dismay (and i suspect, syl's too,)
tinks was just sighing impatiently and shifting about, displaying her feet and wishing Aki would just hurry up and die already ._. all because her bladder was bursting. oh, heartless! hahah
hilarious how a rather Kawaii boy can resemble 3 distinctively different looking guys to 3 inane girls..



Loud and Boisterious episode @ Tommy H.
earns some mentioning,
for it celebrates the birth of Set E F G H (i dont know which) for CC tinks
very Pu Shu indeed.
but what was with that Erpipi salesman!
disapproving the white polo tee but insisting upon a Sunset themed flannel with horizontal stripes! to match with a checked Sunset themed skirt?? horrors!
Tastes and Preferences indeed.


and i refuse to believe that ive been reduced to such a waif
that even after tiptoeing on the highest end of this approx. 2.5inches wedge (which, obv is not an item of my posession..shall not fall prey to object of humiliarity when i trip and fall to my death. it was a shoe on display),
i am unable to achieve a hundred and seventy centimetres!
what is the world coming to
>:c


and and sylvia chan fei ju
THREE KILOGRAMS
+ talleste Starbucks
hrm.


realise im blogging in a rather Tastes and Preferences way today
pardon my codes!
still all hyped up
ystd was funfunfun :D


movie marathon on a lovely saturday as today
has been greatly shortened..
._.


happy Saturday Night Out, the remaining Nan Quanz!


hrm, SportyGalz, when shall our Chinatown+Little India shopping trail take place..??
mighty looking forward to it!
(-ignores the look of dismay on JAY YINGZ's (oh my the new nickname is.. ._. (eh! bracket within a bracket! doesnt it remind you of karina's bag within a bag thing..hahah) leave it to you to come up with it!) face)


time to try sewing up all the buttons that burst.
(hope you know i wasnt being literal but attempting to be metaphorical instead..)
randomness.


-


PHI you poor angsty galz!! we need to spend a nice saturday indulging in the homely Maju area, conveniently forgetting that certain sly and cunning rental shop has been conning us ever since we step foot in it (maybe we should resort to The Cool Rental Next Door instead? with its Fei Yu Ching cds to boot HAHAH) and rent that damned 13!! and also some oc lovin' (haha! our lovely S. Cohen..no no not seth, yes its you-know-who) :D :D MISS YOU!! harharhar. i secretly knew the online thing was a failed mission from the start..yupyup have recovered miraculously after attending school only once this week! :) WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?!?!?!?!?!?!?


-


whew! long entry!!
Longestttttt Ever!
madness!!
-looks at clock.
shall return to Pride and Prejudice while awaiting the arrival of 3+
4 Blondes was fab! despite its bimbotic sounding title..
very Jane Austen with a martini indeed


have set my heart to ignore ignore ignore.
shall bear no interest in what people from school have to say.
okay, SportyGalzz?? :)
zilch. nada. (nada surf! haha..)


paradoxical situation,
London's joy of being elected for 2012
VS bombings
SIGH.
what is the world coming to!


im bored.
and annoyed with self.


/ phoenix ; love for granted.

cavanaugh park

headache + flu + sore throat + aching body = extreme grogginess + oblivious to everything

zz.


taking a good break from school.

sammiekins thanks for helping me sign up! am officially not cca-less after all. haha i wanna be sub editor too!! and OF COURSE i didnt cheat..-insulted. hahah kd. hope all is rightt, after your angsty/melancholic post..heart you so!

PHI strangeness! how can yours be traditional and adventurous at the same time! anw hw did it go? super tiring affair, all that photo taking and carrying huge stacks of clothes here and there..

ree thanks babe for your msg :) made me smile in my sleepy state! ily too..meet up soon okayy?? <3

mond;
steph's place then rushed to meet the rest at kovan

bbq was rather fun i guess :)
not awkward like i imagined it to be
jyingzz came up with games to amuse ourseleves with
freaking hilarious!
food was not bad, YES JYINGZZ THE RICE WAS EVERY BIT YUMMYLICIOUS
_{apart from the hair find..}


HAHAH
photo taking seshs to further amuse ourseleves..


random thought : it never ceases to amaze me how bitchy and gossipy guys can be. dont judge anyone you dont know very well. its not fair and it sucks to hear stereotypical comments. -rolls eyes. seriously, go GRAB a life. (reminds me of ele!! haha!) another to add to my list of Why I Hate School.

ugh.


rather sick of hibernating at home during my short two-day hiatus..
sudden rush of urge to see everyone!


cant help but feel that
when you take things for granted
karma comes and takes a toll on you
and moves you right to where you started.

i guess that all you've got
is all youre gonna get
so much for
so much more

dont you just love dashboard! nana dont start mocking me for my lists of songs in my ipod now..hrm, dishwalla angels or devils, thumbs up!


i think im having diarrhoea! fourth day consecutively. must be eating too much rahh food. mixture of crystal jade didnt help..tings complained of tummyache too! ugh. are all food secretly contaminated!


tutoring was horrific today. the kids pissed me off badly. ugh. to think that i happily bought naomi (??) sweets for them :(


off to nana's place after that..and unless you think lying by the pool at 430pm equates to tanning, then yes nana ree jiang and i were tanning..was being damn lazyyyy! FATTER THAN EVER BY THE MINUTE :(

ate lots as usual
contributing to my diarrhoea.


am officially The Sub!
.. what a sacrifice. haha kidding.
i cant believe im MANLY AND MOTHERLY.
-faints.
as long as it makes you starry la.


caught Be With You with the nan quanzz fam..
ODD, I SAY.
tiring affair.
but the show was fab!
having flu ..
haha.


hrm, catching up with pink bag galz (laughs!) @ crystal jade was :) :)
smiling at pots of plants and stacks of books
HAHA!
had a fab time..
<3 you guys :)
those were the dayyyys!


i miss the genuine laughter and all that fun
where did it all dissipate to..
hrm well.


stephiphi's place tmrw!
:D :D
yahoo auctions here we come..


shah la la.
hahah.
everyones doing this..!

Your dating personality profile: Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance. Shy - You are often timid around others, though you will open up when the right person comes along.

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nonsense, i say.
sportygalzz are gonna mock me for being athletic :|
i didnt cheat, honest!


i dont care,
i have no luck.
i dont miss it all that much.